Hope it gives you hell;; the best of us can find happiness in miseryyy. <3

Mellin says: hmmm

Mellin says: sorry for the late reply

Mellin says: was watching tv.

Mellin says: look ally, i really like you and for a while i liked you more as a friend, but i thought about it and i wouldn’t be the best influence on you.

Mellin says: please discuss this with me

- Capricieux says: I take it that when you say influence; your refering to your, what, apparently deplorable past?

Mellin says: not just that.

Mellin says: i dont really know how to put this….so i wont.

Mellin says: but i dont think id get to see you enough as i want too.

- Capricieux says: Ahh, okay; that’s all I needed to know. Thanks and sorry for bringing this up.

Mellin says: not thats ok.

Mellin says: i should have talked to you about it before.

- Capricieux says: No, I completely understand. It’s all good.

Mellin says: ok.

Mellin says: its nothing really about you. i remember watching you skating, it was one of the most beautiful things ive ever seen, and i dont say that lightly.

- Capricieux says: I have nothing to say but thank you. Anyways, I’ll ttyl; gotta go finish something up. Ciao (:

Mellin says: ok. ill talk to you later

Mellin says: bibibibi!

= Hurt.

“He’s just not all that into you”

“He’s a dickhead; not worth your time”

“He’s right”

I don’t care about ‘he’.

I care about ‘me’.

I’m one selfish bitch and do I know it.

This was the said confrontation. It’s all sorted except now, little boy blue feels awkward to talk to me. But who am I to talk? Msn is such a crappy communicator of body language.

Fall Out Boy was v. v. good though.

So I feel better now.

Yet I’m incredibly jealous of Pete Wentz and Ashlee Simpson.

Their lives, seem to me, perfect.

Except I’d want a daughter and not a son.

Who am I to talk?

~ by delaglace on February 22, 2009.