♥ Love me or leave me or rip me apart, This is the voice that I was given and, if you don’t like it, take a long walk off of the shortest pier you can find; And I’ll be singing it out, I’ll be singing~
Yep, it’s been quite a while since I las blogged but I feel I must update now and then you know? X-mas has obviously passed but it was great; New Years @ Milson’s point was, well, the first time I’ve ever been out for New Years so that was pretty great.
And I have to saym yesterday was one of the best days out! Ever.
Besides Taro, of course, it seems human interaction may be needed. In saying that, did I mention that of the male sex? Well, I’ve been long over Mr G and Mr D. Mr M is the new it. Maybe. Hm.
But let me explain this supposedly amazing day.
We had met at Brewhaha 08; sometime in February at this band festival. One look, one greeting, but well things happen. It didn’t take long for a myspace ad but for a long while, not until August at least, did interaction officially began. Msn certainly helped on the scene but to talk to someone but never see them? That was just plain weird. So of course come these 08 – 09 holidays, something had to be done about this little, say, dilemma. And so yesterday, I asked him to come skating which, this time actually worked (previously, I was unceremoniously stood up yet I did not organise it so what can I say?). He came and it was, well, damn nerve wracking. I can’t even remember the last time I was alone with a boy, just me and him, to actually converse. Well I do, but it wasn’t pleasant.
It was actaully quite pleasant once the awkwardness wore off; me? I’m never good with the social life, especially in the male sense. I’m one to be open to those I know though I can’t meet new people very well. So I guess this happening turned out quite well.
It was like, some kind of weird dream. He was such a gentleman and had this absolutely adorable accent. Gentleman-wise, I’m not sure if that was manners or courtesy. Or just him. Gosh. I’m no good at this date-etiquette stuff.
Anyhow, all in all, it was just, wonderful. I felt respected and even, dare I say, liked. By saying that, I don’t mean in the desperate sense. It was just a great day over all.
*sigh*
It’ll bring a smile to my face for a while, remembering. To be treated so well in such sharp contrast to my prick of an ex. My ex looks like an absolute jerk against this passive minded fellow with such good nature.
Check, I’m happy. (:
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